The Connection Lost

I remember crying my eyes out over coffee to a girl friend how uninspired I've become and vindictive I am turning into. Clearly very emotional of the changes in my life that I absolutely didn't want to be, I went to her to confide everything hoping that somehow, she may be able to help me in figuring out why this is happening.

In the middle of my very impassioned monologue, she pull's out  her phone and takes a photo of her cupcake to Instagram. Seeing her do that just made my tears zip back to my eye sockets faster than a speeding train. In my mind I felt like, seriously?! That cake is so much more important than what I'm sharing to you?! (Though when I saw the photo the next day, I was like "so pretty!") But really, we may seem so connected with each other because of the ease of communicating through our phones that we actually fail to see how disconnected we've actually physically become with the people we love.

Anyway, don't believe me? Here's a video to show how stupid you actually look staring at your phone.

1st Ever Haul Post: The Shiseido Hoarding

I generally shy away from posting hauls. I kinda feel its a lazy way of blogging all the stuff you got just you know, for the sake of posting it. Then like everything else you dump on the side and totally forget testing it. This is of course based on experience, like the coming soon post I did a couple of months ago. I'm half way through the tube of my Revlon lipstick and still have not made a proper review.

Anyway, though I've sworn off doing another coming soon post, I just cannot help but share my Shiseido haul! It's just too great that it would be selfish of me not to show you guys!

I know right? MAJOR haul alert. I can be even accused of hoarding on some of the things. Here's a break down of the stuff I got.

Foundations:
The Hydro -Liquid compact refills (which I so nice as it's in cream form then transforms into powder) and my all time favorite Pore Refining foundation.

 

Can I Move to Thailand Because Sephora Just Got "Divergent"?

Call me melodramatic for wanting to move to Thailand just for Sephora, but you don't understand! You just can't! Only us with equal aptitude for different factions understands the drive to take part of this special offering found only in Sephora stores. Okay, I know I'm a tad bit overemotional but if you're like me and the millions of rabid followers of the book Divergent (and now brought to the big screen) you would rush like Dauntless as they catch the speeding train.



Sephora has just announced their line of Divergent makeup that will be released in their store this March. It includes a Multi-Piece Collectors Kit, which carries eyeshadow and blush sets, custom shade lip gloss and double ended makeup brush. This retails at $59.50USD.

Let's Talk Fat Shall We?

Uhhhhh... Yes, you heard right, I'm talking about FAT today. And uhhh... to be quite honest this stemmed from this picture you see below.

I posted this image in pure confidence that it looked good. I mean, great sky, beautiful white sand, and I felt I didn't look too bad either. Was even proud of my face and was like "Dang girl! You look fine!" so I was pretty confident to post and share to IG and FB.

So imagine my surprise that I seem to have offended someone so much that it warranted them to comment the big F-A-T word on this photo. I didn't mind being called that, its just how they blatantly said it with a hint of disgust on the undertone.

I'm not that deluded not to see that I'm heftier than the average ladies my height, more so that I know I've grained more weight in the past year. As a kid I've always been the chubby kid at school. I was the first one to have boobs and wear training bras during 3rd grade, was even used to seeing the perpetual size Large on my uniform, was always the base on the pyramid during cheer dance and by golly have been poked and pinched on the cheeks far too many times not to notice that I AM FAT. 

So why do you need to state the obvious? Do not comment on the photo in pretense of "Oh, I'm just worried for your health, blah blah", because if you really care, there's always a thing called "Private Message". Or maybe pickup the phone and call me because "I've got this amazing weight loss story that would inspire you"?